SYA^4's Diary

2009-05-16T21:43:00.000-07:00

HI, This is sya and this is the picture that we took in the ladies. You girls can save this pic from here. It's very cute, i like:D

so anyway the blog is dead. Please update if you can.

A FEW MORE PAPERS AND WE'RE DONE.

GUMBLE DA DEE! ^^

If you

2009-04-17T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hi babies of SYAFOUR.
Firstyly, im sorry girls if i had been such a bitch throwing tempers at you guys. Don't think it's pms, it's just that, im easily affected by little things. One more thing, i know i have been spending too much time with F, i skipped recess toilet breaks with you guys and hang out more with him more than i used too last time. I miss those times, the times when we always talk about what we're gonna do once we've reach the legal age, where we wanna go after exams, and even.. talk about the first night of our wedding day.(remember syaz, im still gonna call you that night okay. Better keep your phone close to you(; )Gosh, we think that far huh? It's good you girls are single. SEE? YOU'RE FREE TO MIX AND MINGLE AROUND, FREE TO LOOK AT BOYS AND FREE TO JUST CONTACT ANYONE. Its not that im saying im leading a deprived lovelife, it's just that.. sometimes this thang called 'LOVE', kinda kills me slowly inside. Sometimes i never let out my heartfeeling to you girls cos, i don't think you guys will ever understand. But some of them, it's okay for me to tell cos, its those normal problems a girlfriend faces in a r/s. It's very hard for me to accept things that does not go my way, but HELL i have to right? I can't be that very girl whose self centred and only thinks about her bags,shoes and wadrobe. Even F finds me ridiculous and after how many months, he finally proved that he did not meant a single thing about me being 'beautiful'. It's okay, i still can deal with that even though it's kinda harsh, right? I hope he's just joking cos he doesnt know how his words can break my heart into pieces. Now i'm starting to be very afraid with man, ya know? I'm not going to start talking about passing o levels cos, it'll just freak us out! KAN? Why can't there be boys like... edward cullen or something. Kalau lah ader, aku tak waste time lagi sia, aku tros suruh dier gigit aku. Boleh jadi vampire, then i'll bite all the man who fail to be true with me. HAHAHA OKAY FINE, KIDDING-.-

till next time,
The only person who doesnt own a... cat?
xoxo

An eternity passed by .

2009-04-15T02:41:00.000-07:00

AIYOOOO ! at last im here . FINALLY ! syahirah, yr command is being obeyed by SYAIRAH . (:
exams coming. this one. that one. HAIZ . wtf oi . i miss writing in this beloved DIARYYYYY. Sorry SYA^4 for not writing for abt like ages . maybe cause to busy with the fcuker long time ago. which is like invisible to me now and maybe forever ? during mother tougue class was shitty. the "cikgu"thinks some of us who puts our head on the table after doing a test is BODOH. what the hell lah cikgu . called us turtles something something. she's a chicken . AND THATS WORST. cikgu, just go and fly away lah to your nest . HUMANS, please do your best even if that something is hated by you. okay whathehell lah syairah . I mean dont cry over split milk like i did many uncountable times. im still learning . SYA^4 i heart !

Broken

2009-04-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

That girl wrote this post, feeling remorseful.
That girl knows that she's the only hope in her parent's eyes.
That girl has made uncountable mistakes in her life.
That girl once hated all the boys in this world.
That girl had given her eveything to a boy, but she did'nt receive it back.
That girl woke up from a deep long sorrow sleep only to figure out that she is so naive.
So young, demure and fragile.
Who once thinks that she owns everyhthing in this world.

No one knows how she feels inside. No one will understand. Not even the boy.

No one.

Remembering Sunday

2009-03-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

HI BABIES!

It's my turn to update, jyeah?! jyeah?!

Well so far, syafa have not written a single thang and syai only wrote a single thang. HAHA OKAY WTH. Korang dua must selalu update kay? (:

I am valiant to dessiminate that i have not touched any of my homeworks at all. Come on, clap for me!! There's always sth that will distract me away from glueing my eyes to the book. It bugs me alot okay! How vexatious! Are you guys having the same problem too? If you're nodding now then, i'm glad cos we're in the same boat. AYE AYE? I am not happy with asknlearn. YOU BITCH MAN ASKNLEARN! Just when i have the mood to work on my forums, you start to behave like a blonde! THANKS AH EH ASKNLEARN. You're not getting on my nerves. Really !*earsplitting sound produced*

I'm going to end this post. I'm starting to appreciate life thanks to the people around me!^^

Oh btw this is you-know-who-right-if-you-don't-know-you-better-go-get-some-life-and-look-at-the-picture(((((((((:

March Holidays

2009-03-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hello SYAs!

Well, the March holidays has started and we cant really slack a lot. Tons of homework ya know! Not to mention we need to study -_-!
But hey, that doesn't mean we can't hang out & have fun right? We just need to manage our time. *Mcm faham,aku sendiri tak pandai manage time! muahahahhaha*
Oh btw,kita mesti mula baca buku melayu atau suratkhabar kerana Melayu kite hancur. Biar Cikgu hancur,jgn KITA hancur! Jyeah?! AMACIAMMM!
HAHAHAHA
Dah sebelum saya berbual merepek (mcm Syahirah...hehe :3) saya akan 'angkat kaki' sekarang. Nya!

The Cat have spoken.

Runaround sue, he goes around breaking lil hearts

2009-03-12T23:15:00.001-07:00

I miss your tender touch.
I miss your warm embrace.
I miss lying on your shoulders,
For you make me feel secure and safe
That kind of feeling that i have never felt before
and never will i forget all your goodnights
your sweet hum lullaby

And so one day i sat down
staring at the full moon above me
I'm dying slowly
How i wished we could rewind time
How i wish.
Rewind the time when you were my everything
And i was your everything
Young, demure and naive
Young and madly irrevocably in love
I gave you my whole heart and soul

It felt like just yesterday
you bought me donuts
And sent it straight at my doorstep

I thought you were my hero
and forever it will be
but you proved me wrong
you broke my heart
like all the others did

I could still feel your heart
tracing my soul
tracking every moment i had with you
You called them jerks.
And so are you.

You left me hanging
where are your promises
where are they?
You will never leave me?
You did.

You live with girls surrounding you
You hate it when i talk to boys
But do you know how i felt,
when i found out you think of me that way?
The way you treat other girls?
I thought you knew
I was wrong.
You don't care,
you don't understand.

Trust? You don't trust me don't you.
You have no idea how much i loved you. You have no idea.
It's okay, as if you care about now.
You don't feel the pain down here anyway.

Ladies,meet Rain(:

2009-03-07T03:08:00.002-08:00

Today I would like to express my fangirlism through this post(:
............................
YES I JUST BOUGHT THE 5TH RAIN'S ALBUM : RAINISM!
HE'S SO HOT LAAAAA
ANYWAY, THE SONGS ARE NICE!
& THE ALBUM EVEN PROVIDE RAINISM ENGLISH VERSION
*YAY*
OH BTW THE SONG LOVE STORY (which is also available in english) IS VERY NICE & SAD TOO

YAY LOVE Rain Q(0_0)Q

*The Cat have spoken*

Kill boredom

2009-02-28T04:34:00.000-08:00

Now im going to post every single wordd in bahasa melayu so yay:D

Assalamualaikum salam sejahtera para-para hadirin sekalian.
Ni syahirah, anak jaafar, kawan baik kepada syazwani, syairah dan juga syafawani. Oh dan tidak lupa juga, temanita atau lebih dikenali sebagai mataair Muhd firdaus anak ishak. Di dalam kelas, saya duduk di belakang Zabzzz atau lebih dikenali sebagai zabir. Dia suka bagi saya gula-gula polo. Saya rasa, dari skrg saya akan panggil dia 'MAT POLO POLO'. Okay minta maaf ye, saya main main saja. Dzul pula duduk di belakang saya. mentang-mentang lah saya seorang budak yang kecik, dia suka tarik-tarik kerusi saya. Tapi mereka berdua budak-budak yang baik, saya tahu, saya tahu k. KELAS SAYA GEREK OKAY.

Saya mcm tak tahu apa lagi yang harus dikatakan di sini. Malay saya macam karat gitu kan? Oh tengok lah saper guru melayu dia. HEHEHEHEEHEH :B

Firdaus' Gig

2009-02-28T04:21:00.000-08:00

Well, somehow only one of us is able to make it Daus' gig.

So I went with the 2 Dawgs; Izyan & Azhar.

We were just in time when he's band performed. Kinda...

Yeah anyway Firdaus was awesome on drums!

Ceyyy biaselah, Syahirah's boyfriend 8D & kate Dawgsss kan?

Kay after we've seen his band's performance, we went to eat a Lohn John Silver. Then, it started raining quite heavily! Yes! Azhar was wet 'cause HE DID NOT BRING HOODIE! HAHA! TOO BAD!

XD

*somehow I cant post Izyan's pic,Idk why >.<*

Okay by the way, in case any of you SyaS do not know or any of the Dawgs...I'll be leaving for Batam tomorrow morning! :o

I know! So I might not come on Monday. Please tell the teachers I'm sick XD. Yeap thats all...If I have extra cash,I'll buy for you guys something. If only lahh, No promises kay?

Aight,Take Care peeps!

Hot n Cold

2009-02-21T20:48:00.000-08:00

YAY we all ah, we all!!

syafaWANEH and syairock!SyazWANEH and syaiREH<33

Friday?

2009-02-06T05:05:00.000-08:00

Well today somehow feels like a very disappointing day for some of us.
Especially to Sya & Syai.
You guys know what I mean.
Yeah life is like that,fulls of ups & downs.
Thats why you have friends,girlfriends right?
We may not be perfect friends but we'll try our best to be there.
Oh not to mention a particular malay teacher (you know who) had decide to give us LOTS of homework!
RAWR!
Annoying!
Hmm...in case some of us might not know, Dawgs had created their own blog too.
Yerp yerp,our 'brotherhood'
Lol ok wth.
Well,thats all I have to say...

ADios~

I'M ALIVEEEEEEEE

2009-01-29T22:56:00.000-08:00

AWWW THE BLOG IS DEAAAAAAAAD.

so as a syafourian(LOL), im gonna update it. like really. NOW.

Hmm. let's see. I'm really out of words as i have not eaten( i know no link dont say anything!). haha! But all i can say is, the layout of this blogspot site sucks. DO YOU KNOW THAT I TRIED EDITING THE TEMPLATE BUT THEY SAY' SORRY, WE COULD NOT SAVE YOUR HTML BLAH BLABLAH'. I WAS ALL SO HAPPY TO SEE THE BLOG WITH A TOUCH OF FEMINITY BUT TO NO AVAIL. But it's okay. Patience yaw, patience(;

AND SYAZWANI, WHY DIDNT YOU COME? Are you sick? Please tell me if you are. okay? and zabir collected your hwk so not to worry(:Let me tell you about sch today okay syaz?((((:

Today no maths. So no lutsss. So that means no fun? And mdm noreha really can join drama. I can see a potential in her just now when she demonstrated about narrative writing. So animetic right, tengah bobal pasal composition pon boleh gila babs act it out. MDM HUMAIYAH TAK DATANG ^^ (arent you happy for us?!!) and and mr tan was wearing this cool shirt with black satin material at the button part. First glance, i thot he was wearing a tie. THEN I TOOK A SECOND GLANCE, IT WASNT A TIE-.- hahaha!

OKAY SYAIRAH AND SYAFAWANI AND OFCORS YOU SYAZWANI, PLEASE TIMES 186357 update this blog.

terima kasot!(: byebye will update more soon.

Infinity X'S AND O'S AND P'S(licks)

SYAHIRAH J <3

Chalet

2008-11-21T04:17:00.000-08:00

Hey ladies.
Apparently I'm having a Chalet on the 28th & 29th of Nov. Hope you guys can make it(:
Its located at Costa Sands Pasir Ris. It'll be better if u guys can overnight :D !
Well,there'll be SOME PSLs there(:
Okay...

Info by,
SYaz~

Jealousy conquers it all?

2008-11-12T17:41:00.000-08:00

hey darlings.
Good early morning, i'm up now when it's only 9.42 am
Mak mak kan selalu kata, TAK BAIK ANAK DARA bangun lambat2.
So anyway
I'm here cos i feel that i need to let sth out of me.
I completely don't understand why i have to be jealous over small things that i shouldnt be jealous of.
I'm irritated with myself.
Syahirah asshole.
I dont want to be a jealous person okay, i dont want to!
But i can't avoid it, the more i dont want to, the more it keeps coming.
WHAT SHOULD I DO TO ELIMINATE IT DANG IT?

with a droopy face and sealed with a kiss,
Sya

Untitled

2008-11-11T22:30:00.000-08:00

Well,this is nice.
We have our own blog(:
Yay us.
Anyway yesterday was fun but it'll be more fun if all four of us were together :D
Take Care girls.
SYAHIRAH! Don't forget!
Tomorrow we have tuition at Micki's house(:

posted by,
Black Kitten

aint no sunshine when they're gone

2008-11-11T20:11:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YESTERDAY!
but we aint complete):

infinity X's and O's, Syahirah.J™<33

we will never let go.

2008-11-09T22:57:00.000-08:00

alohaa my ladies!
syairah writing (:
hmm..
just a few words to describe my feelings to yáll.
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
i couldn't have succeed without you all.
i mean like studies, relationsips and all.
you all have fulfilled your roles as the bestest babe ever.
((:
we're now turning into sec 4 kids.
its going to be like in hell!
but its okay.
cause we still have each other!
i really hope our friendships last for eternity.
:D
okaaaayyy
syairah gotta go feed her cat!
haha!
sayornaraaaaaaaaaa

long-lasting love,
Syairah baby!

Hi sya four babes!

2008-11-09T22:47:00.000-08:00

firstly, hi sya(s), so this is our new blog:D
so you guys can start posting anything now.
Pen down your toughts i should say.
I'l settle the template for this newbie blog.
And the song, let's decide later.
I'll post some pics too.
So, watcha waiting fer darlings?
START NOW!